Finally!

Finally, exam is all over... and finally, it's holiday! 2 weeks holiday to spend...

It has been 3 days I hang out with my diabolo group...
Happy as always (although I deny it xP)
On 31 May, Sunday, we went to IOI to watch movie "Monster versus Alien"...
But I don't find the movie very amusing...
However, I did laugh over it's silliness... hahaha...
Met alot of my other friends out there...
I liked to wish Wilson a Happy Birthday, but unfortunately I was not invited... too bad~
Anyway, Happy Birthday Wilson...

I'm finally back to the gaming zone!
Thanks to Xi Yin for lending me the XDO Season 2 ^^
I also play Maple again... but why?
Because most of my diabolo friends want to play the new Maple Story Episode 2...
So I too create a new character to be the same world with them...
But I need to help Wan Tan and Ho.0ng to install the Maple before they could play...

XDO Rocks!
Maple... er, wait till my other friends able to play first... heheh...

Exam Week!

Exam started this Tuesday on 12/5... The essays are very tough... Each and everytime after the essay papers, my finger hurts... T_T



14/5


Oh my goodness, I couldn't answer my History paper... The paper is very tough... I find it Moral to be easier than History... I even had 1 hour to spare after finish my History paper... The horror!

So sad and depressed walking back home... Then I found out, I'm locked out... I had lost the house key and now I have to wait until my mother return to be able to enter the house... So I leave my school bad on the swing in my house and went to school... I tried on the Milk Tea Shake... Taste horrible and yet expensive...

After finish drinking it, I went back home and found out that my mother still haven't return... So I take a walk around the neighbourhood... Then I came across Sze Cheng house... I knew she's not at home since her shoe is not at the front door... So after the corner, there she is! She is actually on her way home... but I insisted on taking her out for lunch... So we went to 7-Eleven for lunch (weird place huh?)... She just had cream filled bread while I had instant noodles... So I walked her home after that... At least I did keep my promise of taking you out for lunch one day... haha...



15/5


This would be the most busiest Friday I had... There are 2 papers for today, BI 1 and BI 2...

Paper 2 is so much easier than paper one... I can barely finish it...

After school, I have accounts tuition... Then, I have study group after tuition... Haiz... I felt sad skipping diabolo class... We had Mc Donald for lunch... via delivery... Haha... The cute Natasha walk into to school barefooted holding her slippers when she come back to school... How hard to imagine that... xD

But I felt a bit regret having this study group... They all talk more than they study... I felt pissed off and I study Add Maths alone while eating... There are some questions which I don't know and do not know who to discuss with... So I went to the park where my fellow diabolo team friends gathered... They are busy practicing their performance... I felt sad at the sight of it... Making me feel lonely... Eventhough it's just a practice, but they performed beautifully... They made it with teamwork... How alone I felt for not being a part of them... Anyway, let's continue where I left, shall we? I saw Jing Hang and he's free (because he's not involved with the performance)... I ask him the question which I want to find out and SNAP... The question is solved! I was amazed by his cleverness... For I, even with the answer for the question, I still can't write the working (jalan kerja) to answer the question... Thanks to him so much that I've learnt something...

Not long after than, I try to find out another question... and my group is still talking... =_=" I didn't realised that Tze Chyng just passed by in front of me... I was concentrating on my questions... xD Later, I Kar Mun passed by to return home... I asked her a questions which I also can't find... and again, she found it...

Thank you Jing Hang and Kar Mun, I have finally learnt something... ^^

Not long after that, many people from the group left... Leaving 4 people behind, I find it easier to study... The other 3 really did focus and I am very proud of their courage to study... So good job Natasha, Yudhis and Yuvaraj! = D

After the study group, I went to the canteen to see my friends... I was told to solo a skill... Haiz... I don't know how to do it... but thanks to Jun Xiang, I manage to do it... Suddenly, Sze Cheng fell into the drain and knocked her ear against a "tiang"... Ouch! That gotta hurt! I am so worried about her... Hope she's alright...



16/5


Today is the day I went for Tae Kwon Do tournament... I went there 8 am in the morning until 5.30 pm at the evening... I had to skip my diabolo practice today... T_T

I met Fei Fun there when Yudhish and I was suppose to look for the people from the list to prepare for sparring (fighting)... I just know that Fei Fun is a good friend of Tze Chyng... *no wonder she knows me* Too bad I don't know her xD...

My first opponent would be a black belt... I faught badly the 1st round... But luckily I manage to score back on the second round because he (my opponent) has been weaken and tired... So I won this match... ^^

Yudhis, Stefan and I coach each other... Stefan coach me when I spar, Yudhis coach Stefan when he sparred... Unfortunately, when it came to Yudhis's turn, sir take over to coach him... I didn't get the chance to coach people... *sob*

When finals come, my opponent would be a guy from Seri Kembangan... Man, he's good... He won me badly... >< ... I got cuts, wounds and cramps all over my body... My right foot and left arm is terribly injured... especially my left arm... I could not train diabolo anymore T_T ... Haiz... what a tradegy... At least I got Silver... It's my first time anyway so I think it's alright... haha ^^

The medals people I know got:

Stefan - Gold
Yudhis - Bronze
Me - Silver
Eswara - Gold
Fei Fun - Gold
(Anyone that I left out?)

Me, Yudhis, Stefan, Eswara

Now my arm feel cramping and pain... I wonder if those pain worth for a medal? Nah~ Who cares... At least I got my experience... haha... Now I hope that I will be able to practice my diabolo soon... haiz...

My old friend = )

10/5

It has been a long time since I see my old friend, Michelle... I was shocked the moment I receive your call... I am wondering whether is it really you? It is! It is you! I am so glad to hear your voice... It has been ages since we met... We thought (Sam and I) that you had forgotten us... But you came back to visit us... How touched...

You sincerly invited me out to see you... I am so sorry that I could not see you that time since I was outside window shopping with my family... But I did manage to see you when I came back... I saw you... with Sam... You hadn't change abit, physically... but mentally... yes... xD It has been 3 years since we last met... and I am so delighted to meet you... Too bad that you have to return early that day... Forgive me for my tardiness... But look, I hadn't change... Still Chinese... but rather taller... lolx... It's my pleasure to go out with you and Sam that day... Sam did some sacrification just to see you... pity him...



11/5

Early in the morning, I could hardly see anything... I'm looking for Kar Man and Sze Cheng to give them something... My stomach suddenly ache for a while... I wonder why, but it just happens all of a sudden and only that time... I asked Wai Sun about Sze Cheng routes... There she is... walking pass right behind him at the corridoor... My goodness... I couldn't recognize her... I really need to wear my specs on morning... == Later that I saw Kar Man walking towards her class... At least I can recognize her that time (The sky is getting brighter)...

There is an award giving out for Science and Maths Week... I'm involved too! I got 2nd place for the Biology Quiz I did a month ago... First time ever I get something from an event... haha... I wish if there is any chance for me to participate again... I don't usually participate in school events... xD

There is a Sweet and Sour event organized by the Leo club in our school... They say if you love someone, you give them sweets... If you want them to change their attitude, you give them a sour sweet... Good gracious... There is a girl in my class who got 2 gift from different person... I will not tell out the name as I know that she would want her privacy... No worries... Your name is secured... haha xD

After school, Ginsky, Natasha, Yudhis, Kah Sim, Yuvaraj, Justin and I had a study group after school... We studied Biology and it worked out pretty well... We planned to have it again next time... Lol...

Sleepy today... There are no maths today at school, instead replaced with Physic... Wah!!! After reccess also got Physic... Today 2 hour Physic!!! So boring... But still better than Biology... When Biology comes, I have to go back my hot place... For some reason, I felt moody as soon as I went back my own place... It's sooo HOT!!! I felt like a roasted pig there... but nonono... no swine flu of course... haha...


After school still got tuition, Accounts tuition... So sleepy that time, but cannot sleep in class... they need to use our class for Tasaur Islam (sorry if I spelled wrongly)... Haizzz... sad... got 78% for accounts test...


I practice diabolo after school... yay!!! Finally can play 2 diabolo with 1 hand already... haha ^^... so happy... But tired... come back around 5.30pm... late liao... later got add maths tuition somemore... haiz....

Chasing back my subjects

Very tired lately, catching up with home works... Especially those subjects which I hate most... Went to school at morning and do homework which I haven't do for yesterday... I'm so worry for lisan today... I hate BM lisan... I prefer English oral because it is so much easier...

Class is boring today... manage to do some homework though... Kah Sim wanted me to stay back with her to teach her Biology... I myself not good in Bio, how could I teach you? So sorry A-Ber... The only subjects which I do teach is Maths... I can barely make it for Physic and Chemistry... Sejarah? I never study Sejarah since the last exam... xD

Today I am felt lonely in class... Ginsky and Natasha is not around today... I miss Rachel's "Lolipop"... haha... Haiz... poor Ginsky... he had to go out for duty again... skipping class again...

Not long after that, they returned... Ginsky looked tired today... But there is one thing I can't resist... I just can't take my eyes off Natasha's PBSM outfit... She looks nice in that outfit... Her outfit is soo white which is because she don't wear it... haha...

Returned home, looking forward to take a nap... *Zzzz...*

PBSM duty at SK Pusat Bandar Puchong (2)

Ginsky, Kar Yan, Sze Cheng, Tze Chyng, Shu Xin and I went to SKPBP(2) today for PBSM duty... the school is having a pre-school sports day... for today and tomorrow... however, I attend for today only... so is the others except Ginsky...

Cheng-Chyng are both ill PBSMs and not feeling well, yet they went for the duty... i'm proud of their courage... Yan brought her phone along and she snaps pictures when there is nothing to do...

Nothing much happened except a little girl fell while running... not a big problem... I think Ginsky could actually handle it alone without us there... lol... I almost nth there... we just chat and talk... but meeting my primary school teachers is quite nice too... they seems to be growing shorter than i used to see them xD... no harm, no foul...



Afternoon, gathered many homeworks missed during duty... we will have badminton outside later... Ginsky and I went to Cheng's house before to MBA... her dad fetches Ginsky, Cheng, Chyng and I to MBA...

We booked court 17 to play badminton... not long after that coach came... with Jia Yee and Rui Zhen... somehow, Jing Hang came too... I wonder how he got there?...

Between matches, Ginsky did play against coach... that's what Chyng and I have always been waiting for... and YES!!! Finally, Ginsky has met his match... he said that our coach is very good at playing badminton... xD

Finding the way of Happiness

Morning at school,
There is something that happened at school today and yet, it is my first time. This pass few days, my mouth stinks (I can't even bare the smell myself ==). I think it might be the cause of the medication pills I took given by the doctor. I was having Chemistry class that time in the lab. My mouth stinks and I am so eager to chew something in my mouth to make the smell gone. So Yuvaraj offered me a mint (can't remember the brand xD). I took 1 and tried to eat it. Unfortunately, Pn. Gogila caught me in action ==. So I have to spit away the mint that I was eating. How embarrasing. Yi Ting came to ask me "Why does teacher caught you eating so easily? I never get caught eating in class before." So I said, "It's because you are pro at it. This is my first time eating in class and my first time to get caught eating in class." Yuvaraj heard my conversation with Yi Ting and he laugh out loud. swt~

A short while after my 1st post for today,
I felt better after bathing. I came down and check my computer before I go to sleep. I saw Kar Yan online. Funny though, I seem to be less angry right now. Felt happier than ever. I think it's because of the hot weather that made me moody. Even happier, the Crab Gal have just came back from tuition and went online. Glad to see both of them (Kar Yan and Crab Gal) online because it could be the time where I can get my questions answered.

I asked Kar Yan to guide me through the usage of QVOD (I can't read Chinese). She taught me step by step and such at a very slow pace. At last, I finally know download movies from http://www.tom365.com/ . ^^ Thank you, Kar Yan for spending your time and effort to teach me. = D

I also did asked something from Crab Gal. Unfortunately, my dad returned and I had to go. That time I am still downloading my first QVOD movie. I thought my dad would be glad that I have learnt how to download movie from the net like he always wanted.

However, there's a twist of what I had in mind. My dad immediately ask me about his Cabal. He so desperately want to use the computer so I left the table. I go and log in to my MSN at my other computer and went to sleep. Few minutes later, he called me. His Cabal had a clash with the QVOD which is still in progress. I have already told him that if he wants to download, he must wait a moment. But he is too anxious that he open his Cabal and got the whole thing lagged out. He scolded me. I felt so hurt and so sad about this. Is this what I get from trying to grant his wish after all this while? A scold!? He won't allow me to sleep.

After reseting the computer, he on his Cabal again and tell me to play for him. I then play for him about 30 minutes and I say, "That's all for today.". So I went up stairs. Time is short, I think I'll just rest for awhile than never rest at all. So I rest, but I did not do any revision. Let my results fail. If he does care about my results then he should spare me and not scold me eventhough I tried to help him.

When I'm awake from my sleep, I tried to hold my heart out. I yelled as loud as I could to release my fears and stress. My tears flowed out as I yelled. After all that yelling, I felt more comfortable. Feeling alive again!

From my thought, I am more happy expressing myself in this blog...

Questions??? QUESTIONS???

There are so many things hovering in my mind. I am getting confused by all the questions I had and I wish that someone could actually answer it for me.

This morning, I asked Kar Yan whether does she have the episodes for Naruto since she is a huge fan of Naruto. She had a pen drive of hers more than 100 episodes. She did not want to lend it to me, instead she told me to download it myself.

Once I got back home, I try to figure it out the settings of the Avira Anti-virus (upon my dad's request). I am so confused by it and I felt like whacking the key board, but I couldn't. It's brand new. == The new version of Avira gives me a lot of trouble. I rather have the old version which once was all set and prepared for us to use. Thanks to my dad that he wants to upgrade the Avira to a newer version. ==

Not long after that, Kar Yan onlined. I asked her about the website to download the Naruto episodes. She sent me this website > http://www.tom365.com/ . I was so swt with that website, it's the same website which Zhi Hoong and my dad's friend introduced to me to download the movies. How could they expect me to understand everything from there? I got sooo OFFENDED. It seriously hurts when someone does that to you, especially from someone that knew you couldn't read Chinese.

After all that fuss, I decided to go blogging. From there I try to find out more about blog. I had a lot of questions though. But there is one thing that I am still wondering, is Wan Tan and Sze Cheng the same person? So sorry to say this but I am really, really lost about this. Sometime I saw the...(it's a long question). I think it is better if I just ask you. But there is no chance where I can talk to you often. You usually keep quiet or walk away when I'm around. You leave me speechless I tell you, speechless.

There are still many questions which I am still wondering but I couldn't remember what it is. Weird thing though, why must that each time when I wan to ask a question I tends to forget what I wanted to ask? Well, questions will never ends in a person's mind. If there are no questions, then we will never know. If we never know, then we'll never learn.

I am just expressing my feelings. No offence towards those who I mentioned.

My mood for today, Intensed!

Homework Time!

I've haven't do any of my homework given by the teachers... yesterday I am really sick... felt like shattering... Mum brought me to see a doctor at Klinik Selva... I took the medicine as told by the doctor... so many medicine to take and yet huge ><... the medicine got stuck in my throat very often...

I felt better at night... I received a phone call from someone before my family went for shopping (leaving me at home alone TT) and she told me something that which I might need to know... she said... nah~ I don't want to say out since that thing only I need to know... Haha!!! Later that, my relatives came to visit us by surprise! Unfortunately, my parents were away... so I called them and they rush back home as soon as possible... the came here by surprise because my cousin, Ida, will continue her studies oversea at Singapore... I'll miss you Ida... I wish you a safety trip to Singapore...

After they left, I tried the new version of MSN... I am a bit blur with the functions... and there are no one to chat with me... everyone seems to be away or busy... until... there is one person who actually talked to me... I am so happy and I am glad that you chatted with me that night... so sorry that I left so sudden, my line disconnected for no reason...

That night I slept in a different room from my brothers... haha... no one to disturb me... xD



On this fine Sunday morning, I felt fresh and very, very much more alive! After refreshing my self at the toilet, I went downstairs to an awaiting Big Apple Donut... oh... it taste marvelous... I won't be going out today because I have many homework to cover up including those I haven't touch this pass few days...

I might not be able to write my blog much during school days because I could be busy attending tuition at evening... it would be around 10 pm after my tuition is over and I can't write my blog during that time...I only write my blog at anytime except night (don't forget, I can't sleep late at night)... So, I'll depends on my free time to write my blog at the noon if I had any...

Now... I must go... to do my homework... == haiz...

Midnight overwhelmed

1 May,

the 1st of may is Labour Day and everyone get the day off, even student... at 9 am in the morning there are diabolo practice at Taman Wawasan... i went to Cheng hse b4 we go to practice... Shee Teng came for practice too, however she was abit late... she told me that she created a new blog this morning until 3 am then she sleep... jst then i got interested in creating a blog...

i was suppose to create a blog ytd, unfortunately, i can only use the com at my living room.. so i dun feel like creating it there bcause the living room com line is very slow...

Because of Labour Day, it's my 1st time sleeping after midnight... i dun have to worry about getting up late 2moro bcause tomorrow is weekend... yea!!!... i watched a movie with my family until midnight... it has been a long time since i stay awake until midnight... haha... after the movie ends, it's about 1 am... i can barely able to hover my self up to bed... i feel relieved when i got to my bed... so comfortable ^^...



2 May,

Oww... this morning my head hurts... I had a terrible headache... it was 8 am when i woke up... I have tuition at 9 am... so i hurried went downstairs and take my breakfast (after brushing my teeth and wash my face, of cz)... weird... i have no appetite to eat at all and my backbone hurts... so take my temperature... omg... i had a fever... no wonder i felt so sick... my mum tell me not to go to tuition and stay at home to rest... my mum's voice chged too... jst like i had b4... haha xD... but pity, she oso have headache bcause of sleeping late ytd... but she dont have fever... what a sigh~

since i had nth to do, so i created my own blog... i did took some time to think what to write (do not forget that i am having headache that time)... i have no mood to do my homework... couldn't think to much... need some rest...

I guess i am really not the late sleeper type... so does my mum and brothers... the only person that can stay awake the whole night until morning is my dad... too bad we dun have the resistance like my dad... oow... need some rest now...