Finding the way of Happiness

Morning at school,
There is something that happened at school today and yet, it is my first time. This pass few days, my mouth stinks (I can't even bare the smell myself ==). I think it might be the cause of the medication pills I took given by the doctor. I was having Chemistry class that time in the lab. My mouth stinks and I am so eager to chew something in my mouth to make the smell gone. So Yuvaraj offered me a mint (can't remember the brand xD). I took 1 and tried to eat it. Unfortunately, Pn. Gogila caught me in action ==. So I have to spit away the mint that I was eating. How embarrasing. Yi Ting came to ask me "Why does teacher caught you eating so easily? I never get caught eating in class before." So I said, "It's because you are pro at it. This is my first time eating in class and my first time to get caught eating in class." Yuvaraj heard my conversation with Yi Ting and he laugh out loud. swt~

A short while after my 1st post for today,
I felt better after bathing. I came down and check my computer before I go to sleep. I saw Kar Yan online. Funny though, I seem to be less angry right now. Felt happier than ever. I think it's because of the hot weather that made me moody. Even happier, the Crab Gal have just came back from tuition and went online. Glad to see both of them (Kar Yan and Crab Gal) online because it could be the time where I can get my questions answered.

I asked Kar Yan to guide me through the usage of QVOD (I can't read Chinese). She taught me step by step and such at a very slow pace. At last, I finally know download movies from http://www.tom365.com/ . ^^ Thank you, Kar Yan for spending your time and effort to teach me. = D

I also did asked something from Crab Gal. Unfortunately, my dad returned and I had to go. That time I am still downloading my first QVOD movie. I thought my dad would be glad that I have learnt how to download movie from the net like he always wanted.

However, there's a twist of what I had in mind. My dad immediately ask me about his Cabal. He so desperately want to use the computer so I left the table. I go and log in to my MSN at my other computer and went to sleep. Few minutes later, he called me. His Cabal had a clash with the QVOD which is still in progress. I have already told him that if he wants to download, he must wait a moment. But he is too anxious that he open his Cabal and got the whole thing lagged out. He scolded me. I felt so hurt and so sad about this. Is this what I get from trying to grant his wish after all this while? A scold!? He won't allow me to sleep.

After reseting the computer, he on his Cabal again and tell me to play for him. I then play for him about 30 minutes and I say, "That's all for today.". So I went up stairs. Time is short, I think I'll just rest for awhile than never rest at all. So I rest, but I did not do any revision. Let my results fail. If he does care about my results then he should spare me and not scold me eventhough I tried to help him.

When I'm awake from my sleep, I tried to hold my heart out. I yelled as loud as I could to release my fears and stress. My tears flowed out as I yelled. After all that yelling, I felt more comfortable. Feeling alive again!

From my thought, I am more happy expressing myself in this blog...